go-away
leave me alone



mummyd



Registered: September 2010
Posts: 775
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page made for the courage challange


Photo is of my son, to look at him you would think he was just like any other 5 year old,
but if you tried to speak to him you would propabbly think he was being rude for not replying,
but if fact he is non verble, he goes off into his own little world, some days is good we can get him to interact with us, others days he just cry's and wants to be alone.
The looks I get when I am out due to having to help him feed, to showing him a plastic red card, or green one which are attached to my bag, green means go, (yes) red means stop, no.,
the looks I get for when he is screaming un controllablly and throwing himself on the floor because he has seen the tesco's sign or that we have gone to a shop he does not like.
But what no ones see's is the love and joy this little boy has brought to me since I became his mummy,
I am proud of my son, my autistic son, the one with the big blue eyes and the one that signs to me he loves me in his own little way.
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Each day is a daily struggle for him, and some days
I bet he could scream out "GO AWAY AND LEAVE ME ALONE"
if he could#


I used parts from


Papers, piggy bank, mirror and broken galss fromBroken by Holliewood Studios#
Dog from In black and white by Holliewood studios
flame swirls and glitters stars from Wish upon a star by Holliewood Studios


all can be found here @ deviant scrap


TFL
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Alexis-Designs

Registered: October 2008
Posts: 2,342
Mon January 16, 2012 8:35am

This is deeply moving and courageous on your part...beautiful page ((hugs))
GSO
Ren

Registered: June 2011
Posts: 111
Mon January 16, 2012 10:03am

Your story is heartbreaking and I can only hope that the good days you have with your son give you all the strength you need to deal with the bad days. I'm sure he is worth it and so are you!
jemy70

Registered: March 2010
Posts: 729
Mon January 16, 2012 6:02pm

Very powerful page.
cla

Registered: August 2007
Posts: 9,950
Tue January 17, 2012 2:55pm

Powerful, poignant and real. Hugs to you both as you face each day with hope and determination.

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